Collection
A plush Snoopy
30 years
Leiden, Netherlands
He gave Snoopy to me on my 17th birthday.
We had fallen in love six months earlier, on October 5, 1981.
Thirty years down the line, we had three sons, a house etc.
He fell in love with another woman and he chose her...
He broke my heart. Telling me that he hadn’t really loved me in those 30 years.
I just don’t understand.
An Abdicated Queen
June 2018- on a particularly glorious summer day in the Pacific Northwest USA
Mexico
Test
I Never Stopped, He Never Started
October 21, 2024
Lone Tree, United States
Married for 15 years, together for 17. Dogs, child, an entire life built on lies because (as he shared in therapy), I was never fully committed to the marriage because I didn’t change my last name to his. He was an emotionally abusive alcoholic for years and I excused his behavior as part of his disease. When he screamed at me. Told me I never loved our son. Punched holes in our walls. Secretly...
Abschied im Schillerpark
14.05.25
Berlin, Deutschland
Waren unsre Wesen schon verflochten?
War es darum, daß die Herzen pochten?
Waren wir im Strahl erloschner Sonnen,
In den Tagen lang verrauschter Wonnen
Schon in Eins zerronnen?
Ja, wir waren's! - Innig mir verbunden
Warst du in Äonen, die verschwunden,
Meine Muse sah es auf der trüben
Tafel der Vergangenheit geschrieben:
Eins mit deinem Lieben!