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A chaplet

1991 - 1994
Budapest, Hungary
The chaplet has finally found a new home. In the 1980s I had a high school sweetheart, called Esther. She was religious and one day she left her chaplet on my desk without either of us realising it. A few days later we had a car accident. She died and I lived. When I got home after the tragedy, I saw the chaplet lying on my desk. For many years I was suffering and agitated, trying to find expl...
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MF
PostedNov 06, 2025

An Abdicated Queen

June 2018- on a particularly glorious summer day in the Pacific Northwest USA
Mexico
Test
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PostedNov 02, 2025

I Never Stopped, He Never Started

October 21, 2024
Lone Tree, United States
Married for 15 years, together for 17. Dogs, child, an entire life built on lies because (as he shared in therapy), I was never fully committed to the marriage because I didn’t change my last name to his. He was an emotionally abusive alcoholic for years and I excused his behavior as part of his disease. When he screamed at me. Told me I never loved our son. Punched holes in our walls. Secretly...
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PostedOct 30, 2025

Abschied im Schillerpark

14.05.25
Berlin, Deutschland
Waren unsre Wesen schon verflochten? War es darum, daß die Herzen pochten? Waren wir im Strahl erloschner Sonnen, In den Tagen lang verrauschter Wonnen Schon in Eins zerronnen? Ja, wir waren's! - Innig mir verbunden Warst du in Äonen, die verschwunden, Meine Muse sah es auf der trüben Tafel der Vergangenheit geschrieben: Eins mit deinem Lieben!